Thank you everyone for all of your support. I am feeling much better and it's all because of you. The situation... it got worse before it got better. My aunt decided that after I blocked her from facebook, she needed to talk to my mother, my husband, and my brothers and cousin to try to convince them I need to apologize to her
. I broke down and cried because I felt to claustrophobic. I felt like I was in some sort of bad dream I could not wake up from. I had a good talk with my mother and she calmed me down a lot. She talked with my aunt and told her exactly what she did not want to hear and hung up on my mother. HAH! My mother is so supportive of me that she bought me two wigs to wear to work so I can change my hair back! Yay! I'm so excited to get my hair back. I feel so sad without it. Since my mother talked to her, I haven't heard anything from her, and everyone she contacted ignored her. They are all on my side. I feel much better especially with all the support I got from you guys and my family. I love you all so much, thank you.
All of my friends, with the exception of three people, are on the internet. So it's very hard for me outside of the internet to find support outside of the family. I choose to have online friends because, well, as most of you know, most people around us don't understand who we are- Lolita or not, and it's so much easier to find people like us on the internet. I grew up in front of the computer. My closest friends were on Caleida.com, when it was still running. It was just like Livejournal, where you could only blog. I'm still close friends with a couple of people there, but of course we all migrated to facebook and skype. I also met a few more neat people on MySpace when that used to be really big. You could finally post pictures of yourself and share music you loved. And it wasn't just blogging anymore. Then I got really big into DeviantART around 2005. I used to be under the name !Eeve
until I decided to make a professional deviantART account. That was before we could change our usernames. xD And that's where all of you fine people come into the picture. C: Facebook is a great place to meet new friends too, but a lot of people on there don't draw or trade gifts with you. So DeviantART will always feel like home to me. C:
I just ran my mouth. xD Thanks for reading if you read all of that. Hehe!
I just wanted to thank you all for being so supportive. I would do the very same for you. You're all so very special to me, weither you are a follower, friend, or just (hopefully just shy) a stalker. xD I can't express how much I appreciate it.
I promise to get more artwork up here soon. I've been a little art blocked lately and just haven't gotten motivation to work lately. I am working on the art trades, I promise. C: After this whole situation, I have been motivated to do what I love with more passion than ever. So expect great things!!!!
Thank you everyone.